I’m lying here, thinking to myself
Wondering why I even live
I don’t feel the need to even breathe
All I want to do is stop
I was tied, but now the ties are severed
It seems life is too far away
I live in my own private hell
Pain and agony is all I feel
I learn to live with my emptiness
But why do I even live at all
Inside I am screaming for help
Yet no one can hear
Life enters me and I cannot reject it
It is forced into my body
I do not want this artificial breath
Take me from this womb
I cling to life with just a string
Why won’t it just break?
I was at first afraid of death
But once it comes, I will live again
